The only regret in life are the risks you don tak...so vry tru na? but wat if the risk is such dat it costs u evrythin u hav...ur relations, ur family, ur frends, ur parents, ur sisters, ur dignity, ur identity, ur warmth...nd above all, ur life itself! it costs u so much dat u loose d fear of loosing nethin coz', either evrythin is at stake, or u've lost evrythin already.

Life is beautiful! wat do u really need 2 liv, guess, oder dan d basic neccessities, it is unconditional luv nd support of people close 2 ur heart. rite?

nd den d big day comes wen u hold d hand of sum1 4 lifetime, wen u start beleiving dat dis is d person u wer born 2 b wid, dis is wat luv always meant 2 b, dis wud b my pillar of support thru evry thick nd thin, my shoulder 2 cry evry time i need 1, dis is d 1 who wud put me above evrythin else in d world, luv me, care 4 me nd liv wid me selflessly till d end of dis world. BUT life is certainly not a fairytale nd d suner u wake up 2 realities, d better...Realities which we used to ignore,realities beyond which we used to convince our self,realities where we found ourselves so helpless,soooo needy ,so much injured and deeply Hurt.

Realities where u walk in2 ur rum nd ask ur mirror,"mirror mirror on d wall, tell me who loves me d best of all?" nd dat mirror shatters into pieces screaming,"certainly not d person u've married deciding 2 spen ur life wid"

dis is d point wer d horizon between a fairytale nd a human tale begins 2 blend, wer boundries start redefining demselves, nd wid a few tears shed in d solitude of night, u surrender urself 2 the REALITIES.....because ur a daughter, because ur a sister, because u do nuthin bt disgrace urself nd ur family by daring 2 liberate urself 4m d present ties nd following ur heart, only if u cud be happy after listenin 2 ur soul! which nvr happens coz luv unreturned dosent mean u stop luvin sum1. 2day, i accept d realities nd will spend my life wid him, nt coz he dosent luv me, bt coz i luv him.

GOD! if i close my eyes forevr, will it ease d pain, will i breathe again?

BUT no regrets, i wanted sumthin, nd i hav it, nd am happy, nd i will stop cryin nw, nd i wont cry again, coz y cry over sum1 who wont cry over u?

No man in dis world is worth ur tears, nd d 1 who is.....wont make u cry!

At dis point, I sign off frends. Gudnite, nd trust me, dreams do come true, but its just like....if God were a DJ , he wud hav remixed our lives.