Sometimes days are all so dull, nights so long, and you are left with nothing but contemplating "what a mess life is and is there really a way out now at this stage" At this point, I really dont know what the answer to the question is, but i feel that the best I can do is to sail with the flow. Yeah you might argue that its the sure shot way to get lost but then I cant loose myself any further than what I have already become, and who knows, this lost journey might lead me to some direction...

Long ago I had read somewhere "No man is ever worth your tears and the one who is wont make you cry!"-its only now that I realize what it means. Well I have decided to listen to my innerself now, listen to my heart, nurse my feelings, tend to my longings and try my best to be myself, and most importantly to be happy with myself. Just because everyone around me has decided to make me cry, doesnt me that I should do the same, and then I have my family and friends, who may not be with me at the moment, still they are always by my side when I need.

So go on and sail with the flow-I beleive I can fly! I beleive I can touch the sky!